This is just the writing of a mom who cant believe her baby girl is going to be going to school aka mothers day out for the first time tomorrow. I spend almost all day everyday with this lil luv and I am not sure what I am going to do with out her! Not a day passes when I look at her and think where has the time gone. She is such a lil person with a drama queen personality that just drives me crazy but such a proud momma that she is so strong willed and independent.
I am not fooling my self that she isnt a tad bit spoiled but she is such a miracle baby its hard not to! My husband and I tried for a lot of years to get pregnant. Years of test and stress even invitro with nothing but the sad news with a finality of it is never going to happen from several specialist. We had decided that God had other plans for us and decided to adopt a set of siblings out of the system who needed a forever family. After months of classes and paper work, and training and alot of other things we were finally approved. The day we got the call saying, you are approved and we will be looking for children for you I found out I was pregnant.
Nine months was rough. Every one was so worried that things would go wrong because we had so many issues in the past. Aside from a very active and violent lil luv (few cracked ribs, bruised bladder and a wiggle worm) we welcomed this lil bundle of energy in to the world. I quit working retail, found a job I could take her to work with me and decided if Miracles so come true I should pursue my love of photography.
Bringing her home was the most amazing and scariest thing I done. I couldnt believe that they were letting us walk out in charge of this lil life. And what a life it has been so far. From day one she has been a ball of energy thinking that sleep is over rated! She is a lil Texas tornado that shocks and amazes me everyday!
Tomorrow she goes off to school and she is beside her self with excitement! Another miles stone this momma is not ready for. I am happy for her, worried for her, and ready to cry at watching her go off to grow and become and amazing lil lady and not just my baby girl.... But I guess we all have to grow up sometime.......